My memories coat my hands in ice and permeate my waking air with a metallic scent. I killed someone. Nobody blamed me. I don’t either. Still, endless nights spirit me away to the year-old scene. My roommates — the third in two months — are tired. I will move again soon. Maybe I’ll stop one day. Just like mother did. Maybe we’ll meet again. Then, I can apologize. But until then, I will continue in my selective realism, living a carefully curated life of lies and truths.